in my real life

 *in my real life,you really not mine even i always wish to~

*in my real life,im just nothing at all~

*in my real life,im alone with hurt~

*in my real life,no FOREVER LOVE~

im trying to adapt the life without you..

new jamy new start and new life..

life without regret and hurt..

now is time to say GOODBYE to my passed and say HELLO to my new start..

be strong and tough,JAMY MOK..!!

~love this song!

In real life, I’m waking up alone

And it’s one more night
You didn’t make it home
And one more time, you won’t pick up the phone

In real life, you never bring me flowers
When you’re here, it’s only for an hour
I’m getting used to being on my own

Because in real life,
You’re not what i thought
Real life
This isn’t what i want
Guess things aren’t always what they seem

But in my dreams I’m waking up to roses
Champagne, kisses and I know it’s always
Always gonna be
Gonna be this way

In my dreams you’re standing right beside me
Two hearts finally colliding
Then I wake up
And realize, realize, this is real life
Real life, this is real life
Real life (real life)
Real life

In real life, it doesn’t always work out
People fall, and loving than they fall out.
Hearts can break and never make a sound

Because in real life,
You’re not what i thought
Real life
This isn’t what i want
Guess things aren’t always what they seem

But in my dreams I’m waking up to roses
Champagne, kisses and I know it’s always
Always gonna be
Gonna be this way

In my dreams you’re standing right beside me
Two hearts finally colliding
Then I wake up
And realize, realize, this is real life
Real life, this is real life

Just when I thought this was all real life could be yeah
Somebody came along and made the dream reality

And now in real life I’m waking up to roses.
Champagne, kisses and I know it’s always
Always gonna be
Gonna be this way

In my dreams he’s standing right beside me
Wwo hearts finally colliding
When i wake up, i realize
Realize this is real life.

360 days

29/9/2010~25/9/2011

360天~

我用了多么大的勇气做这个决定~

有人说，你会不会太残忍了？

有人说，你是不是另有新欢？

有人说，我觉得你的决定有点儿戏~

我不管你们怎么去想，但这是我的决定~

残忍？不是说爱情没对错吗？不是说长痛不如短痛吗？

新欢？我绝对相信我自己~因为我要的永远是一对一的爱情~

儿戏？只有不了解我的人才会说我儿戏~

请原谅我任性和自私的决定~

对别人来说，可能是玩笑~

但我却不能当做是玩笑~

我很害怕~也没信心~

因为害怕，所以选择退出~

你问我，可不可以给个机会让我们重来？

但我暂时还不想改变任何的决定~

给点时间吧~我们俩需要的是时间~

你问我，难道你不爱我了吗？

其实我爱你，也害怕爱你~

你知道吗？

在别人眼中，我们的感情是好的不得了~

也有人羡慕说为什么你们从未吵架过~

一对情侣在一起3个月不吵架是好事~

但超过6个月都不吵架就不是好事~

我们不吵架不是因为我们的感情好，而是因为我们不了解彼此~

也因为我们少沟通~

一路来~谢谢你的包容和支持~

请原谅我的自私~

我累了，就让我休息下吧~

对不起~